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Sunday, May 21, 2006
You were there all along... You pulled me through the toughest times and held me at all odds. but i didn't took notice of it. You accompanied me when i needed you the most. And put the brightest smile when i was at my lowest form. I guess i took it all granted. Your voice was the sweetest melody i heard of. You changed my world to a brighter place and shown me all. but i thrown it all away. Now that i want you back in my life again, and to reassure you that everything will work out fine again. you decided to walk out of my life. Memories of you will always remain vivid. And no, this doesn't apply to who you think it might be ESTHER!
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Friday, May 19, 2006
Thanks for remind that i need to blog Sis. Ha. I've been quite nua lately. Can't get myself to focus on what i wanna write. Just somehow or another, i'll get drifted away while thinking of what to write. Just got back home from camp yesterday. Outfield to 'febua' near Lim Chu Kang cemetery. 'Febua' a term for urban warfare. Was pretty dumb and ridiculous to perform some drills that's really redundant. I'll still prefer jungle trainings! Sigh. This June will actually mark the seventh month of my NS. I can't deny it but really, time passes fast. Soon... I hope the next thing i realise will be my ORD date. Here's a recapped of what happened last week. Went to watch 2 movies with 2 different people on 2 different days, Poseidon and MI 3. Poseidon... An exact scenario of Titanic. So don't actually bother watching it... It's pretty boring for you will roughly figure out what comes out next from the scenes. MI 3; Hmmm... Pretty good but exaggerating too. Clubbed my life away too with them. Them refers to my bunkmates in BMT which includes Kaushal, Yew Jin, Aaron Chia, Terence, Arif, Boon. MOS was bad and it's getting worse. But heck, the only reason why i bother going there is because of them. It's not the music nor the crowd and not even the drinks that matters. It's the company that matter most. Well... That's all for now cause really, my braincells aren't functioning too well. So till then, adios.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Friday, May 05, 2006
Just got back from what you call ... Camp. Shrugs. This week flew by pretty fast as there was no physical training at all. But somehow, my body's aching for it. Ha. Human are simply ironic, or is it just the way i am? I'm still suffering from the culture shock. Am still suffering. Been 7 weeks... Woah. Wonder how i've pulled through all that shit. Complains complains complains. Not from me, but from the superior. Was called for an interview because of my attitude. Was quoted as unfriendly, hostile, quiet, not helpful at all and not making any contribution to anything. Finally, it took all these dumb fuckers so long for to realise all of that. Reasons being why i'm like this is because I'm sick of everyone there. I'm sick of the place there. I'm sick of all the things that i've to go through even though i went through most of it. The whole course is redundant. I end up being a GUARD. Those that end up standing infront of that damn metal gates and guarding the shit out of that place. Let me enlighten you something that make things a complete change for me. In that interview booklet that everyone of us has, i was quoted as "Outspoken, Did well for BMT Test and Gained respect from instructors". Am not trying to boast whatever fcuk shit i've done but honestly, how can things come to a complete change just like this? Just a snap of finger and welcome to the new me. Is this what NATIONAL SERVICE do to you? Yes... Very much. It changes one. It changes me to be more hostile to every single one out there in my camp. Oh, NS teaches us something called sucking of thumb/s. You suck one of it when you are asked to do it, and you suck both of it when you're asked to do something that's not necessary. Kudos! Well, i've been asked to communicate more with those geeks and selfish bastards in my camp. Do i have a choice to choose who i want to be? No. So... Now i'm sucking both my big thumbs and gotta do what i've been asked to. Failure to do so, results in more confinements OR out of course? Which i'd really love the latter consequence. But balls, to them, it's only confinements that makes things go moving. So... yeah. This is the sickest shit i've ever come across. Thanks alot.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
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