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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Life's been club club club ever since my suspension started. I've been contemplating if i should quit my current job as a waiter and find a better job or should i just stay for 1 more month before i MIGHT get enlist during December.

I've been to Mhd Sultan on Friday and Saturday, Friday was at Madam Wong with Ray, Jason, Xianhan and Jonathan. And no, i didn't enjoy myself. It wasn't fantastic. Saturday was at Liquidroom. Ahhh, now i really enjoy myself because of the accompanion. Dick gave a surprise that's not very much of a surprise, he showed up when he claimed that he was supposed to book out on Sunday instead of Saturday. It was fun! Music was good too. But for now... Snap back to reality. Work starts on Monday. Screw it.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
3:07 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Was at phuture last night and i swear it's one of the worst nights i've ever been in. I was really really tipsy and i started doing senseless things. Things that i wouldn't want to elaborate for it's really embarrassing! NO MORE ALCOHOL AS FROM TODAY ONWARDS. NO MORE!


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
4:22 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

Ahhh, my diary. Now i've finally have the mood to blog even though i'm kinda tipsy. Just came back from Chinablack. Went with colleagues and gee, it's never easy to refuse drinks offered to you.

Work has been fine except the fact that i've gotten myself into a fight. I know it's dumb, really really dumb. But then again, tolerance has its limits as well. I wouldn't wish to elaborate it now, well maybe just a couple of days later then i'll sum the whole entire story down.

Ok, now for the ironic part. Work is nice, easy and good. BUT, a very big but. I'm not spending time with my friends. People that's important in my life seems so vague. I've lost the sense of communicating them even though i may have time. It's just weird. Apparently, it seems that i'm getting myself out of life. I miss everybody! Eugene Yeo, Salim, Dick, Ray, Jianwei, Esther and everyone thats important to me. I'd LOVE to meet every single one of them but then again, i'm restricted. I feel so trapped. I feel so... So... Lost. Is it time for me to get a job that doesn't cause that much time of my night life? I ponder.

My primary sch friend is having her wedding soon. I appreciate for the very fact that i've been invited for it. But then again, i don't think i'll be able to make it as i'm mainly occupied with my job. Shrugs, this is getting sick. I need some air to breathe! I'm gasping and running out of breath. No doubt, working trains me to handle all kind of things i've never done before in my life. Things like washing of plates, cups, cutleries. Ah, i guess i'll be as good as a housewife in future. Oh well, it's 7.40am in the morning and i've gotta work later on. So i'll continue the rest of my ranting some other days. So long... And million thanks to people who pay attention to my blog even though it's dull. Ciaos.


Let it burn.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
4:26 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

Went to club with colleagues last week at DevilsBar. Bad ambience, bad music but hot ladies. Ah. Somehow i find that blogging can become such a pain in the head. Ok, shall update further if i've more idea.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
1:19 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Off yesterday. Met Dada and QQ for dinner last nite at East Coast. As usual, she was highly irritated by both of us. Esther's mom came to fetch me and then headed to HongKong Cafe. Kenneth and Juan came along too! Kenneth changed alot! No more pimples and looks so much better. Things in NS are certainly much positive then what we actually imagine... Looking forward to the 2 years chalet.

seeking solace in silence.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
2:22 AM

My life...
n a m e: Ong Kah Meng; jiaming
a g e: 20
e m a i l: gbrwolverine@hotmail.com
s c h o o l: NATIONAL SERVICE JUNIOR COLLEGE
b i r t h d a y: 23 feb. 1987
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