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Monday, November 29, 2004
It just seems that i've got nothing much to blog. Daily chores has become quite a bore. Am going out later on to meet her for movie. Took leave today cause i'm really tired from the long hours of work. Tried driving last night and it worked! hahas. Managed to drive around my carpark and park back at the same slot. Darn, that's an accomplishment! Browse through friendster and saw someone's photo. Seems so familiar but yet far away, to a point beyond my reach. Sigh, how did things ended up this way...? I really ponder. She has changed alot, mainly on appearance and character. Yea, people do change as time passes. Just part and parcel of life. Lydia's back and Lyly's coming back tonite. Been a long time since i last seen of my ex sch mate. Time to meet up gals :P
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Thursday, November 25, 2004
I swear to god, the feeling of working like a slave is really shitty. Blisters all over the legs thanks to the sandals, legs becoming numb and aching after long hours of standing, fatigue coz i barely have adequate of sleep. darn, that's life i guess. it's tough especially when you don't have a cert. work has been fine and nice, just that i hate coffee machine. i have to wash it practically like everyday? i feel that it's the worse thing among the rest that could ever happen. alrite, i'm having off tml and sat. got plans tml but yet, don't know whether it will work out fine anot. shan't elaborate on it cause it ain't gonna sound that plesant to some... I've gotta go now. Peace out.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Uh huh, i've finally got the time to actually sit down on my couch and blog. Been really busy with work these few days, and i've met quite a couple of babes at my workplace. I really love my workplace except for the meals they provide that seems so inedible...? Today's a Sunday, tomorrow's gonna be my last paper for Os. After that, say goodbye to Os and welcome Holidays. Alrite, i'm gonna start with what happen the whole week... Went out with Philea last Wednesday to celebrate her birthday. Watched "Forgotten" at cineleisure, then headed down to East Coast beach with her. The ambience was really nice, especially when it's with combinations of sentimental songs and the shimmering stars that hung up high above. Talked quite alot about what has happened in our lives... I could still remember her telling me that i've grown more matured after so long. Perhaps, that's the outcome of having a relationship with someone you actually love? You tend to tame down and think more 'bout the other party's feelings. I'm really really confuse now... I've no intention of finding someone new for the time being. I just wish that the right girl would just appear right before me and allow me to cherish. Not much of request but just someone who looks like Hilary Duff. huahua. Worked on Thursday,Friday,Saturday. Darn. It's a KILLER to work on both Friday and Saturday. I was the so called 'beverage runner' and i'm suppose to be like serving drinks around the clock. When everything ended, i realised that my legs were both aching and numbed. The live band up at bar was really tempting me to groove. I really wish that my birthday will be any sooner so i'll be LEGAL to enter discotheque and DRIVE ! haha. Tried driving my aunt's car a couple of nights back. On the engine, released the handbrake but only to realise that i did not know how to shift the gear. Darn, the car is so different from the rest. The gear is right beside the freaking steering wheel. Tried figuring it out bout half an hour...? Decided to call it an end when it didn't work. Not fated perhaps. Today's a Sunday, and i don't have the mood to even go out. No idea why but maybe, my body needs a little rest from work. My uncle came over from Bali and he's gonna be around till today. Ate what he cooked and it was really fabulous; Japanese food. Guess i'll either be heading down to the east side for soccer? Just maybe. Until then...
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Friday, November 12, 2004
Just came back from clubbing with like so many khakis. Really miss those times whereby we used to gather up for such outing. Went out with opti, bernard and skate to Orchard for shopping. Just realised that it's been a VERY VERY long time ( maybe just a couple of months ) since i last shopped. Darn, i miss the feeling of spending money without worries. Oh ya, Happy Birthday to sky aka alex. Hope you enjoyed yourself just now! For now, goodbye to happy times and welcome back memories... Ah, here's how it goes aight.My mood's running low, i've no idea why. Maybe it's just her that never cease to leave my mind. Perhaps just a couple of weeks and poof, it all comes back. Like a jigsaw puzzle being torn up apart, and trying to put it all back into one complete piece. But somehow, halfway through it, one went missing and i know for sure that i'll never ever gonna find it back. That's life. It bounds to happen one way or another. I'm still certain of my feelings towards you and i will still long for you. I will only love you the most for this lifetime. Maybe i'm too young to say all these right now. People often call that puppylove, but i believe this will be the first and last time i'm gonna love someone that deep. It's true love i believe. Just wrote a poem not long ago... Perhaps, just for reminiscing's sake. Love is never ending - Like an empty bottle stranded in the sea, Floating to and fro aimlessly, Only to feel the wind and waves hitting hard on me. Can't help but to find myself, Feeling so cold and lonely. Only to realise that you were the cause for all of these. Memories of us became a blurred, As figments of you went missing. How can things turn out to be this vague...? Sometimes i wonder if god's playing tricks on me. Everything seems so unrealistic. I have lost you. Maybe just once for this life, But it may be over a period of lifetime. Now i'm sure, I still can't get over you. For you're the love that makes me all complete. Promises are made, Words are said, But my egos took it all away. Tiffs were there, But we didn't take it the easy way, We ended without much delay. I'm still in a daze, I have blown away my love. All just within a day. Was it fate that chose to be this way? Or did you choose to leave me alone to stay? I have fought many battles, But this is gonna be the toughest. The strength within me is growing weak, As i succumb to my dying heart beat. Numbed i've been, But nothing i could do to retrieve all of it. Please, Just spare me a couple of mintues. Before i actually leave, Just promise me one last thing, Never erase me off your precious memories. For cold lonely nights are meant to reminisce.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Just finished working for like 11 hours...? It totally sucks big time. No sitting at all ( except break which last for half an hour ), can't even LEAN on anything nor even stand still. Aight, that's what they call waiter. No doubt, i'm seriously in love with my work place. The ambience is just so romantic and perfect, plus the mesmerising music played by the band. It really tears apart all my weariness. I do enjoy every single minute of being there but just that i could not take it physically. Maybe i'm just not used to it. People there are really friendly and nice. And there's this gal, probably bout 2 years older...? She's kinda sweet and cute. Ha. Aight, i'm gonna end this blog here. Days have been so plain and empty. And ya, met up with HBFs last night for supper. Was really simple one though. Anyway, it's gonna be our DEAREST DARWIN CHAN'S BIRTHDAY AND I SWEAR, HE IS GONNA GET HELL ! :)
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
The flu is drowning my nose and my throat is on fire. Imagine the contrast between wet and dry. It totally sucks. Just came back from work at Raffles Hotel... Was really nice and time passes real fast. I'm looking forward to it tomorrow... The ambience is great and the customers are friendly. I've seriously got no mood and heart to blog for i'm really feeling miserable right now. That's all for tonite folks. Take care and peace out.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Haven't really been studying well for these past few days man... Was online and decided to fill up my blog with new post. Went out with Huiling on Thursday to study at Hereen, Spinelli but ended up at marche as it was raining heavily. Wonder what's with the weather nowadays, been so temperamental nowadays... Headed down to Paragon to look for my buddy, Gene. Ah ya, you suck in that outfit. Hahas. Sent her home and overslept on the bus, went back home and slept the whole night through. Finally, i'm able to adjust the correct timing. Went out with HBFs for buffet at Simei on Friday, wasn't that bad as i thought but the price was kinda expensive though. Head down to Mhd. Sultan with clubbing khakis with Guggles, Meiqi and a few others. Oh ya, HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO YA JAMIE ! Almost everyone was tipsy and Guggles was so damn crazy and cute. hahas. Night ended well but memories started flowing back... I believe that i still do have feelings for her. Been almost 3 exact months since i last seen her face. The face that has had pulled me through the darkest path and brought me back to the earth. I miss her very much. Went down to CRC on Saturday as i didn't want to be stucked at home with books. Didn't really feel like going but accompanied them as we were supposed to go for some "seesha" session at Parklane. ( ain't sure whether it's the right spelling for it. ) And seriously, to hell with all the EPL matches. Arsenal drew with Crystal Palace, Liverpool lost to Blackburn. What the hell is going on with the PLAYERS !!! Ah fcuk it, i'm gonna quit betting. It's seriously killing my pockets. Just came back not long ago from a job interview. I'm suppose to go down again on Wednesday to try out. Working environment is very nice and the ambience is just so perfect. It makes me feel cosy and warm; especially with the layout and designs. It's really a good place to be in. The pay is quite decent and the manager is really friendly and warm. Ah... That's all folks. I'm gonna mug now. I wanna get done with all my studies then slowly, finish doing all my wantings. Gonna attend Thai Boxing soon and there's an add on to my wanting list. I wanna learn scuba diving! Alrite, until then... Cya guys.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Exams are halfway through... Been lacking of sleep really badly. Partly because of insomnia. Gonna get a job soon after my exams... Gonna learn boxing once it ends as well. Nothing much to blog though. Nothing much to elaborate as all i really do is to study and msn. And ya, Happy Birthday to ya Novi. Wish ya all the best =)
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
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