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Sunday, April 30, 2006
This entry will be pretty boring as i'm just writing for the sake of updating my blog.... So heck, here it goes. Booked out early on Friday. Clubbed on Friday with Xianhan, Dick and Wen Xing. Didn't do anything much. Just a plain normal chill out night. Met up with Kaushal in the late Saturday noon to head down gym at Bedok. This asshole here is the next additional to my list; my closest buddy. That fag was supposed to join the rest of us later in the evening to club but then again, something cropped us so... Yup. So headed down to meet tekong mates for DXO. Got dead drunk, bad hangover but still, the fun we had... It was more than just words. There's something deep within that makes it all fun. Perhaps the bond we share...? Or is it because of the fact that of us being true and natural to one another that makes it all simple and good? Well, i'd reckon the latter answer makes a better sense. True feelings, straight talks, and of course, enjoying the accompanion of each and single one. Sunday... Met up with my secondary sch friends, Jeanne and WeiJian just to have coffee. Following up was meeting up with Xianhan, Jianwei, Jason, Dick and a friend of theirs, Michelle to catch the show "When A Stranger Calls'. Pretty nice show but not detailed enough. Would rate a 3 out of 5. It'd be a great lesson taught to stalkers. Went for supper at HongKong cafe and then to East Coast. Everything ended about 5 plus. And today's a Labour day. Which means my book in day. So i shall just stay at home and be good. Ahhhh. I'm getting broke. I hate this feeling.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I'm gonna get confined this weekend. Yay! Just for using number lock instead of those pad lock? Yay! 3 cheers for those dumb motherfuckers sergeants! I'm so gonna miss Kaushal and YewJin!!! I ain't gonna see them this week !!! So we shall rock the club next weekend instead! Sigh...
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Wrote a poem for fun. No meanings to it... So it goes. I always thought that it was just temporary, But never has it occur to me, That things will turn out this way. I've lost the touch of loving, Lost the meaning of cherishing. It came and go, Hardly any chance for me to catch it. As much as i hate to admit, I'm still lost in between the land and the highest peak. Ain't pushing the blame, But you're the reason for all of it. We, A word i once used. But the term has already come to a halt. Tell me, Was it all my fault? Or is it something more? Those memories captured in my mind, Isn't like any of those photograph. You can't deny those smiles on it, Nor can you just throw them into a pit. They will always be with me, Even till the day when i'm buried. I'm writing this on a Sunday evening, Accompanied by the monsoon raining, This is definitely a painful tragedy. The countless pleadings, And the heart that's been left bleeding. Are you ever coming back to me? Or are you better off without me? Give me an answer, For you know it's painful to live. Meantime while waiting, I hope you realise i'm suffering.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Heh. Haven't blog for a long while. Kinda lazy to actually do so but heck, i'm gonna enter a long entry this time round. Passed out from Tekong on 15th of March. Thought i'd be posted to some really slack unit or some really 'garang' shit but fuck, i ended up in this place called Changi Naval Base. I'm called a sea soldier, neither navy nor army. My main duty is to protect the entire place and assure that it's safe. Put it in simpler words, i'm a guard. Or would you like to call that security guard? Ha. No pride in whatever i do, no sense of pride at all. Yes, pride is very important to me. I won't deny that. Really really tough training. Run like 6km a day easily, swim like a whore, and physical training wise, it makes no difference. And guess what, i can't smoke AT ALL as this place is what they call a SMOKE FREE BASE. Please, someone tell me how dumb that shit is. The officers and specialists there? FUCK THEM HARD. REALLY. Fucking regimental shit, fucking unreasonable bastards who don't give a damn care bout your welfare, fucking give you confinements as if it's nothing. Really, fuck these fuckers so hard their mom won't recognise them. Pardon me for being so harsh and vulgar, but seriously, they deserve more than just that. I really really wish that i would have stayed in Tekong for good. Really, for just that god damn 2 years that i owe the government. It's how ironic how one can be... First i looked forward to passing out of tekong, now i really really regretted how i've felt back then. I miss my entire platoon! Dragon platoon 3, the best place that you really want to be. Yes, obese company. Or should i said we were obese-d back then? Now... It's a different story. I really miss everyone back there. Sergeants, Officers, Bunkmates, Platoon mates... You name it. Sigh, guess i'll just have to suck up my thumb really hard and just endure 8 more weeks of hell. A place whereby i really hate to return, a place where you don't feel a sense of togetherness nor pride in it.... Good day to all.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
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