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Thursday, September 29, 2005

My car is back in the carpark, but the key is nowhere to be found. My aunt's away from Singapore, and i guess she took the key along as well. Great! I'm banned from driving for good! It's time to take class 2b. ESTHER CHIN, I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO DO SO TOGETHER.

I had my off day yesterday. Nice... Finally a day for me to sleep longer than usual. Went out with Esther, Weida and Juan last nite. Met at HK Cafe to eat and talk. Took lotsa crazy pictures and videos. Esther was caught smoking while Juan was trying her best to cry while taking video. Sigh, i miss my clique BADLY! Say goodbye to outings at night, say hello to work in the evening. Ahhh..... A good day to die. Off to work NOW.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
12:43 AM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I really really really HATE to work as a WAITER. It sucks BIG time. I'm gonna scout for a new job! I can barely breathe from my this current job! Reason being, my work starts at 4.45pm at most of the times, and i only get to finish it at 3am. So when i get home, it's probably bout 4am? Ok, then i'll take a shower, surf my net, and play some game. Then i'll sleep at bout 6-7am. So i'll wake up bout 2.30pm and then off to work. THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR DAYS, I WOULDNT WANT TO SEE IT BECOMING WEEKS !!! Ok. I whined. Now i'm feeling great. =)


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
12:49 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

Problems problems problems... Troubles troubles troubles... It seems that i'm inviting every single shit of that ever since that accident. One thing leads to another... This is getting so fcuked up.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
2:52 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Life's been work work work work work. I'm kinda sick of the idea of waking up in the noon, bathe and stuff, then head down to work. It's beginning to become so monotonous for me. I need my LIFE back. My nightlife with my clique. Oh yeah, i'm working in Altivo, right on top of Mt. Faber. A pretty nice place to chill and hang out in, but not to the extend of 6 days per week. That's sick shit.

Sigh,
how i wish that i didn't got into accident!
how i wish that i can drive like NOW!
how i wish that i've got a job that suits my liking.
how i wish that i'd be able to correct things in life.
how i wish... i wish... that i'd be able to return back in time.

But then again, wishes will always be wishes. Not realistic. Fcuk it. I'm out.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
2:49 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Sometimes, it's nice when you don't know/care bout anything. Cause what you don't know will not hurt you. But then the truth will come to light one way or another. How i wish... I really wish. That i've been much ignorant.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
5:58 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

First day of work today. Still pretty much aite. Most people there are friendly and humourous, but then again, i so fcuking hate the idea of working. It's not just working, it's probably because i'm working as a WAITER. And FOOD AND BEVERAGE ISNT MY CUP OF TEA! I really really really don't don't don't like it !!! Sigh, but i'm left without choice. I'm gonna work this fcuking pile of big big shit for 3 months before i can actually pay for the damages. LIMBEI BO HUA YI ! I'M VERY UNHAPPY ! WO HEN BU GAO XIN !


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
1:20 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Life's funny. One moment you feel like you have everything under your feet, but the very next moment, you may end up losing every single bit of it. Sigh, such reptitions is perhaps due to the very fact that things will never last for good? Quite true, at least to a certain extend.

I've got a job as a waiter. I don't know why but apparently it seems that i'm dreading the idea of working as one. Yet, whether i like it or not, i still have to do it as i know that if i don't start to work now, i'll start to laze again. AND, that's when the clearing of my blardy debt will never be solved. Sigh sigh sigh, work starts tomorrow. Indeed, a good day to die.

It's barely less than a week and i'm beginning to miss my clique. 3 went in NS and what's left are the 5 of us. Perhaps it's just the routine we often had seems to be major cause of it. But well, you'll have to adapt to life. NS NS NS. When you guys fcuking rejected my deferment from studying, i'm still alright with it. BUT, now that you guys don't wanna fcuking enlist me early, it's making me PISS. I WANNA START SCHOOL AS SOON AS POSSIBLE YOU FCUKERS !!!


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
12:04 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

I really really HATE the fact that i've gotten in accident! It totally FUCKS me up. I'm gonna ban myself from driving the car for at least 2 months. FUCKS. SHITS HAPPEN, and it fucking happened when i'm on my way out on the damn fucking PIE. I was looking at this motherfucker who was on the fucking expressway, and i fucked myself up by looking at him as well, AND the next thing i know, i was right behind the fucking lorry. The lorry's fine, just the metal bar got dented. My FUCKING CAR's bumper, headlights, bornet, coolent, aircont have to renew. FUCK THIS SHIT! Price to pay = 5 fucking fucking thousands. Imagine with that 5 fucking thousands, i could have gotten myself something really great and stuff. So to sum all that fucking shit that happened to me on that fucking unlucky night, i somehow landed myself with a job to pay the damn 5 fucking thousands. I expect myself to clear it all of it for i'm the one who knocked onto the lorry. It's damn damn fucking demoralised. SCREW THE TAXI DRIVER WHO E-BRAKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HIGHWAY, SCREW THAT FUCKING LORRY FOR BEING THERE AT THE WRONG TIME, SCREW THAT FUCKING GUY WHO WAS AT THE ROAD, AND SCREW MYSELF FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION. SO FUCKING SHIT!


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
2:45 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Gonna make it simple for this post. A message to Jianwei; take care of yourself when you're in Tekong! All the best to you and cya soon. Sigh, next person to go in will be Dick and it's on the Sat, and Ray's turn on Monday. Departures... A moment that everyone least anticipate.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
3:08 PM

My life...
n a m e: Ong Kah Meng; jiaming
a g e: 20
e m a i l: gbrwolverine@hotmail.com
s c h o o l: NATIONAL SERVICE JUNIOR COLLEGE
b i r t h d a y: 23 feb. 1987
s o n g s: Kenny G, Hilary Duff
w a n t s: License


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