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Sunday, July 31, 2005
Went Chinablack on Saturday with Xh, Jon, Von, Harn, Shuyun and Chengmei. I don't know why the guys didn't really enjoy it but it was rather fun for me. Ha, rnbs. Went for supper with Harn, Xh and Jon at MS. Ahhh, bengs and lians practically filled up every table beside us. Went back home and slept. No more late nights for me! Met QQ and Jacinda last night for dinner, and then to East Coast to talk. It's been a seriously long long time since we last 3 met and have fun. We were having fun and all just by chatting as well as disturbing our main victim; Jacinda. She seem to like the idea of being tormented by the both of us eh. Haha. Went back bout 11+, took a shower then slept. Simple but yet perfect...
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Guess what. We headed 'Rush' last night again. I swear that the feeling of it is seriously tormenting! I mean, the 'regulars' at Rush are mostly bengs or lians. Shrugs, i just feel weird. I was quite 'high' last night after various drinks. And it felt like crap when i was back home trying to sleep. Was tossing and turning for half an hour before i could settle down. Tried puking but no avail. And yea, drinking with empty stomach is shit. Please don't ever try that. Ahhh, suddenly i've got this urge to get out of Singapore. I'm in need of some tranquility and peace.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Went out for supper last night with Huffy, Salim, Darwin, Jared and Taufan at Simpang Bedok. Things are going rather slow for me. I wanna find work, but at the same time, i'm still unsure 'bout my enlistment date. This is so shit. Things are going downhill! ZHANG JIAN WEI! WHERE ARE YOU?! And yea, yet another dreams that's so far from my reach...
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
No calls = No job. Good conclusion. Fcuk, i seriously abhor the idea of going down and down again to go for interviews! I'm seeing it more like drudgery instead of enjoying. So screwed. Gonna look for jobs again... Sigh. I wanna go in NS soon! Fcukers. When i wanna apply for my studies, they don't allow it. NOW i want to enter FASTER, they are like hestitating the idea of it. Blardy fcukers!
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Went black earlier tonight. Damn packed with dicks, and VERY FEW decent look girls. The DJs can fcuking store their songs damn well. They don't even play some nice rnbs, perhaps when everybody starts leaving then will they eh? Went back early cause of Seah Xianhan. Gonna head for my bed right now... I'm feeling the fatigue already. Nites. 18 days more to TP!
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Woke up late this morning, probably bout 10? And was scheduled for my interview at some company selling health products. I believe it was more of a flop rather than success cause the person who interviewed me said that the only hestitation he has from employing me was the fact that i couldn't work long term. Ahhhh, it's alrite. I'm gonna look for another job at Stussy then. I don't wanna waste my time doing nothing but idling!!! Ok, say with me, 19 days more to TP ! ciaos.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Monday, July 25, 2005
Yeah, i know i know. I'm supposed to blog every single day, irregardless of whether my life is monotonous or not. I've been almost doing the same thing everyday, that's like waking up, read newspaper, then read some books, and then eat, after that all, i'll be on my computer doing different stuff like forum surfing, msn-ing, and gaming. I feel i'm wasting my life away but then again, i kinda like this 'habit' cause i get to spend more time with my family members by staying home! 20 days to Traffic Police test... I've got a feeling i won't make it on the first try though. Everytime when you most anticipate for something and the urge to get it done perfect may eventually lead to a flop. So anyhow, let fate decides then. Girls girls girls... They could either melt your heart or turn heartless. Straightforward? I bet you said it all in the name of it. You're not as straightforward at all. You lied, yes you did. Don't fcuking deny it. But i'm not pissed nor angry, it just seriously change my impression of you a whole new 360 degrees. Nevertheless, we are still FRIENDS. Fret not, girls are plenty, and i believe there are better ones. Meantime, good luck to you in your school.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Met up with Eugene and the rest today. Went for dinner and came back. Nice? Fun? I'm too tired to go out anywhere though. Went for driving earlier today and damn, my blindspots again! Haven't really cultivate the habit of doing that frequently yet. Ohhhh mannn.... 21 days more to Traffic Police. I'm yearning badly for a licenseeeee!!!!
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Met up with Esther last night for dinner. Dined at Fish and Co - Parkway, then headed my place for me to change as i was clad very casually, and even if i did change, it makes not much difference. Met Kenneth and Juan at HongKong Cafe, left bout 12.30 then went to MS after that. Was supposed to meet my bunch of clique at 11.30 but reached there bout 1. Jonathon and Dick was both dead drunk, but luckily for us, only Jonathon was making the most noise! Just when i thought i was supposed to be the noisiest eh? Ha.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Friday, July 22, 2005
Met up with a couple old friends yesterday, Salim, Darwin and Jianhao. Accompanied them to register for driving then headed to Simpang Bedok for dinner. Went to Salim's place to watch Wet Dreams 1, then met Jianhao later at night for supper. Came home and was supposed to meet Kenneth for another round of coffee session, but was too tired. So dreaded that idea even though he was quite persistant. Slept early last night and i'll be meeting Esther soon, for her belated birtherday dinner. Going rush later tonight with my bunch of clique! Been a long time man... Laters.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Yeah, right now, i'm gonna finish the rest of my 'philosophy', "The rich and the poor". Actually, my thoughts sorta seems vague and i've forgotten some part of it, but anyway, i'll just do as much as possible. Remember the last time i blogged? On the same night, i was out having supper when i chance upon an lady in her sixties who was selling candies and stuff. Public would normally shoo away without much thoughts and to them, they are an eyesore. Not for my case though. I gave her a couple of bucks without much hestitation and that it was worth it. WHY? Because, she gave me a lesson in life. That's something priceless. She said, we human should not look down on those poorer and bootlick the rich for we are all human and the very fact that we are all equal under the eye of God. Right, i totally second that. When i was back home, the whole idea of it struck me so hard that i kept pondering about it. Do we actually need to be weathly to enjoy life? Or should we be contented with just what we have? No doubt, being rich entitles you to MANY privileges in life. Yes, you get to taste almost everything on Earth. But does it exactly make you happier? I doubt so. Still, the most important things in life are always gonna be Family and Friends. These are the two groups who will make your life joyous. To everyone out there, learn to love instead of hate or bearing grudges. It gets you nowhere but only miserable to hold either of the latter. And at the same time, like i've said, my thoughts are somehow dried. So maybe i should end it here and then, much to Von's disappointment, i'll continue it someday. Words will always remain as words, words will only be meaningful if actions are carried out. You like to say alot of things but end up disappointing. I'm getting sick and tired of it, i'm not pissed. I just hope that you will THINK over what you've said and make a point to keep it. National Service checkup on August 12, Traffic police test 25 days away. Good luck to me!
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Surprisingly, i didn't club last night. Instead, i felt asleep while waiting for sms reply. Ha. Things are getting pretty monotonous for me. And i haven't recover from my sickness yet which is why i haven't look for jobs yet. Time is drawing near... I'll be going in NS soon i hope. Sounds fun anyway. Ha, will be meeting Salim later on. So i'm off, ciaos.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
I was supposed to continue my earlier post BUT, i felt sick for these past few days. Ok, thanks to harnie for turning my used to be ugly blog into something much more presentable and the fact that i promised her i'll blog everyday without fail even it means that i'm doing nothing. Ain't really in the mood to do the followup now. Shall do it on later tonight or something. Met Kenneth earlier today for breakfast and we talked alot. Talked 'bout NS, and YES, I'M GOING TO NATIONAL SERVICE JUNIOR COLLEGE! Sounds poor thing eh? But no, i think i'm so gonna love the idea of being the real 'Ben Affleck'. Ha. Ok, back to the topic. We talked 'bout making business, yes, MONEY, MONEY and MORE MONEY. The fashion, trend, design, shops, brands, and believe me, this is gonna get interesting. I'll touch on it later tonite though, okay that's all. BYE ! Thanks HARNIE !
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
Friday, July 15, 2005
Sigh, i haven't been blogging. But right at this current state, i feel that blogging allows me to do some soul searching thoroughly or at least, allows me to check if changes were made. Yeah, let me browse through some bits of my life first; i'm right now in a state of delusion. I'm wasting my life doing nothing except taking license, anticipating for the result of being able to defer my NS for studies or not and worst of all, i've been spending alot of time and cash on clubbing. Okay, before my thoughts run dry. Here are some things that i'd like to share with. Basic facts like "Why and what are we doing exactly on Earth", and "The rich and the poor". Lets get the ball rolling on the first topic, even though the answer is somewhat unknown to me, i made assumptions that 1) We are here just to pass on to the next generation, or either that, 2) We have a mission. But somehow, i'd conclude the latter one as a more definite answer. Life, a matter of decades before we bite the dust, should we actually strive hard and work for everything that you want, or would you just allow things to flow aimlessly? I believe that most people will choose think the first one as an appropriate answer BUT then again, why do we practise the other one as well? What do we actually WANT? We yearn for something high up above, but we shoot nowhere close to it. I'm tired of relying on my parents, i feel that i should do something about it. Furthermore, i can't rely on then for all my life. Someday, somehow, i'll have to be on my feet, on my own, yes ALONE, to struggle against this materialistic world. And yes, i'm gonna start doing that right from this very day onwards. I'll TRY to survive without their money although i know it's gonna be tough. I have had enough of being a spoilt brat. I want to be someone that i can be proud of. Not someone who just make do with money that's not earnt by my two bare hands. No offense, but neither am i retarded nor handicapped, i feel i should make better uses out of my limbs given by God rather than being complacent with all these privileges. I'm already 18 and to be frank, i do feel embarrass bout the whole idea. Well, this is pretty much the end about the first topic. Fatigue is hitting hard on me right. I'll do the followups tomorrow. Goodnight and God bless.
|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
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