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Thursday, February 24, 2005

Yesterday was my birthday and it was really one of the best birthday so far. Met charlie, benjamin, jonathon, dickson, jianghe, ivan, liang hong, terence and wesley to go Sentosa. Had lots of fun over there, played volleyball, soccer and canoe-ing. Ended around 6, took a shower then left to meet HBF guys. Was supposed to meet 7pm but i was late bout an hour cause there wasn't any cab around and i've to keep changing my train from harbourfront to outram, then to raffles then marina bay at last. Met them there straight as they already reached. I'm so sorry guys! But thanks for coming anyway! Headed down to Chinablack with the help of greyback! Thanks for fetching us dood! The next thing i knew, i was up at Chinablack having 1 waterfall and 1 frustration, courtesy of cman, xianhan and jonathan. Then i started drinking 4 cup of martel straight and there i was, lying down on the sofa for 3 hrs. And when i wanted to dance, the music stopped. And i'm so sorry guys for not being a good host last night. I roughly estimated that i've let around 20+ pple down for not being able to accompany you guys! My bad... I'm really sorrry guys but thanks for coming. I appreciate it alot guys! And to my sweet own flesh and blood brother as well as his 2 friends, they got me levis wallet! That's so damn sweet of him to leave the wallet on my computer table! And i've got a smoking kit from guggles! Thanks alot sister. Anyway, to cut it short, i really love this birthday alot. Thank you guys for making it happen. :) Cheers


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
9:15 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Finally... i've been longing for this day for so long! I'm FINALLY 18 !!! I can club, fag, booze, watch m-18, drive and do most of things! But still, i feel old :\ Chinablack tonite! Thanks to those who wished me; especially celina for being sho sweeeeet!


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
9:01 AM

Monday, February 21, 2005

Today was just plain boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. Head down town to meet ling to chill at spinelli. Was there bout an hour when jared and fiona came. Sat there till 8 after huffy,magnum,nigel and stanley arrived. Went to marche for dinner and stayed there to talk till bout 11? Met huffy's friend and then, we went back. So basically, my whole day was just sitting down and ROT. This is getting really boringggggggggggggggggggg. Shan't blog anymore. Peace out.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
10:31 AM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

I guess i'm really really really contented with today. Everything has been happening so good and smooth so far... I hope my results will also be this way. Had my Counterstrike competition and both our teams make it to the top 2. Had our ups and downs through the obstacle but nevertheless, we held on to it and make it till the end. Kudos to you guys for having the strength and faith even when we were down. All our hardwork has not gone down the drain!

Been like a couple of days since i last blogged and frankly, things are happening at a very face pace. Things like my results? The rise of ciggarette rate? And my birthday! My god. Time really flies fast. Now... I'm waiting for the one and only truth that i have anticipated - my result. Dear lord, please bless me through this turbulance one more... I really need you to guide me through. Without you, i see no light. Please shine my path and let me walk once again... Your the only faith that keeps me going. Please lord, i hope you will hear my prayers and answer to it... I don't wanna let myself down again...


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
6:12 AM

Friday, February 18, 2005

Guess who's back with a brand new rap. Alrite, didn't really start the day well but it ended kinda smooth. First thing first, i couldn't get enough sleep 'coz my bro stole away my blanket! So that kinda left me with a flu. Greyback sms-ed me and ask if i would wanna go drink coffee, so it ended up that he came over my place and fetched me to paragon for some 'sightseeing'. Met Ling for movie after that at Lido, watched 'Constantine'. In my POV, i feel that it's a pretty nice show. Finally got my berm from stussy! So now i'm left with shoes, jeans from energie and i think i wouldn't want the fleshimp's berms anymore. Met gene after the show and went for training after that. Oh man, not again. Just finished all of it but it kinda went smoothly? Well, it was a good game though. I'm having compy tomorrow so... I shall turn in now! Peace out!


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
11:38 AM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Okay, today has been a really nice day. Everything went smoothly for me. Went down town to meet my friend and friend, jesper to shop. Got 2 shirts from Obey, 1 shirt and trousers from Xlarge and seriously speaking, i'm not really satisfied with it! ARGH!!! I needa get a berm from stussy which cost bout 70+, a jeans from energie that costs bout 180+ after discount, and 1 more berm from fleshimp that's bout 50+ bucks! And SHOES as well! Oh man, this is gonna cost alot.
Head down OCBC centre to get my job interview done. I PASSED !!! So ima like suppose to start work on next friday when it's supposed to be tomorrow. Alrite, tt's all for today. I'm seriously exhausted now. Peace out.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
7:41 AM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Ahhhh. I'm finally done with the book. It's really really fabulous. It's pretty much a story about this guy who's retarded becoming a genius after some kinda experiment. Things were of a big change after the operation. He used to be a person who is well-liked by people around him, or perhaps, for the fact that people enjoyed mocking at him. But after the operation, he became a snob and pushed everybody aside, thinking that he's smarter than everybody around him. But after a period of time, everything in him succumb. He started having amnesia and couldn't figure out what was wrong... Over time, he was back to his old self; a moron. A really nice book that you people out there should read! Title : Flowers For Algernon


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
8:25 AM


I've been spending most of my time on this book called "Flowers For Algernon" by Daniel Keyes. Not yet done with it but i'm really enthu bout reading it. Please don't find it weird cause i'm actually a very obedient person. Ima going shopping tomorrow ( hopefully ) and a job interview later in the evening. And i'm finding myself stuck on this very post wondering what to type in it. It's so blank. Maybe i shall leave it that way then.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
5:22 AM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Today's a Sunday. I've been spending much of my time lying on my couch and playing music. Make a deal with myself that i should stop smoking, and i really should quit. It's sucha simple thing and if i can't do it, i might as well be a failure for all my life. But i'm never gonna be one...

Let's just go back to 2 days back. Went down Tampines to meet up with Huiqi as i haven't seen her for a long time. As usual, both of us did change. I don't know if it's for the better or worse. Talked to her about lotsa stuff, mostly on what's been happening to our lives. And of course, the topic that is always there. Shan't mention what it is. She showed me a photo of a lovely couple. I was green with envy and the urge of breaking down was stronger. But i held on to myself, knowing that there will always be a way out.

Left shortly after that to meet ling, huimin, and ahgu at orchard. Cabbed down orchard centrepoint, and didn't know how long i waited cause my fcuking phone didn't have any more batt, neither could i call or sms. Something terrible happened shortly after i reached, a commotion happened. One guy of a much older age was beaten by around 10 teenagers. I swear that he's so badly injured that the puddle of blood he left behind is enough to fill a bag of plastic. I didn't know what to do but approached him after the fight and tried to talk to him, or to pull him up. But i was stopped by passerbys saying that it's dangerous and stuff. So fine, i left him alone. His friends came straight after the fight was OVER. Some kinda friends eh? Just nice after they left...

Ling finally reached after so so long. But it's alrite. Was suppose to go ally bar, but guys are like supposed to be like 25 in order to go in? And for girls it's like 21? But i won't deny the ambience inside was really fantastic. Went to a pub at bishan instead, and the rest was history. I don't wish to comment on the rest for i doubt there's a need. So let it all end here and i'll bring you better news the next time round. Cheers.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
4:11 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

OH MY GODDDDDDDD. This is so fcuking crazy. I went out yesterday over to my paternal grandma's house. Took around 200+ from a few of my relatives. Pangseh-ed my bro then head down Junction 8 to meet gene and 'family'. Was slacking outside coffee bean for about an hour or something? And thanks ah erica, you really take care of me very well but slapping me. Elson was there too! Hahas.

ling called and we headed down her place. Just elson, gene and me. The 3 lovely princes. lmaos. Waited at her park for GBRs to come. Played with elson at playground for alittle while to accompany that bugger. Waited bout an hour before the rest came... Then headed to her place for less than an hour? Barely eaten yet. Left cause we had to send elson back. Accompanied gene and ate over his place. Saw his sister again. What rotten luck! HAHAHAHAHAHAS. Played basketball unknowingly and we all ended up perspiring like cock. Went down ling's place again supposingly to drink, but in the end, i only drank 1 can of beer. And when lenn gotta go, so do the guys. Cause there's a criteria that girls have to be there in order for guys to stay. Was on the cab going back when mr. andy called me. Asked if i wanted to go his place, and so, as there was a soccer match later on. I ended up in his blardy wulu yio chu kang house with wei xiong. Stay overnight.

I woke up with the fact that momo was laughing at my anatomy. He was so surpised that he actually went to take away my blanket to have a closer look. Nice try fag. Took a shower and had lunch with his ALOT ALOT ALOT of relatives. Played daidee and lost 'bout 40bucks thanks to Mr. kenneth whom i have not return his 10 bucks for chelsea match. Thanks for the sueyness lots! muacks ..!.. Took a cab back and had reunion dinner again. Fcukkkk, all these foods are going down my blardy stomach again and again. Was suppose to go pub but ling couldn't make it so scheduled it to be some other days. Stay at home to rot. But it was really nice rotting with fags and nice musics. Well, that's about all, gotta run now. Cya and peace out. Happy Chinese New Year to all.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
10:01 AM

Monday, February 07, 2005

This blog is turning rusty without my entries. So i guess i should add more colours into it. Been a long day today man. And seriously, i ain't feel tired. Met up with celina, cindy and edward for a movie; Feng Shui. I don't know how to judge that show but it isn't scary at all but at the same time, its plot is pretty good. Met up with charlie and jiang he for dinner. It's like WOW, i haven't seen charlie for ages and he's pretty much the same except that he has been putting on weight. hahahas. Met gene, his gf, erica, her bf, and 2 other guys shortly after dinner. Planned to go some drinking session with gene, and huiling came along. It was pretty much a 'talking' night as everything within the heart was spilled out. Ah, i somehow lost the feeling of blogging. So pardon me for my phrasing error. lols. Anyway, that's my day. Simple but yet wonderful. I've been missing you alot of pple in my life. It's time to catch up with them before it's never. Peace out.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
1:57 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Sometimes when you try to place the puzzle the right way. It just somehow doesn't fix into the picture. The higher hope you pin on something, the greater the fall will be. In life, what you always plan beforehand, seems to be the otherwise. It's always full of uncertainties. Perhaps, these are the factors to make life more 'interesting'. Ain't trying to pin-point anything but it's just plain thoughts.

Sigh, it's been more than a year since i last attend a school. I really miss it badly. The fact that i didn't do well the first time was utterly heartwrenching. Lost for words and directions... Unknowing what to do, or what i can do. I could only seek solace in silence for the very truth that i brought it all upon myself. Now... I'm really hoping that this time i'll make it. At least, to a poly of course. Oh please Lord, i really need you to guide my way through. And i hope that you will help me for this time round. I know that i've failed the last time round, but i'll promise you, i will work harder...

I haven't been going out lately. Firstly, i'm declare broke. I've spent most of my money on my handphone. Secondly, i'm just too lazy. It seems that i'm rather sick of town, watching movies. I've just been going out to eat with friends, chilling and just watching soccer. Seems simple and boring to some. But i enjoy the adrenaline i get when i watch soccer, it feels great when your favourite team is winning. For now, lets just keep this simple and nice. I'm still counting down to my birthday, feb 23, which means that there are 21 days more and 26 days more to my O level result. I'm crossing my fingers real tight and hope that i'll be able to survive this turbulance once again. May God be with me. Till then, peace out.


|| I realised i've been in love ever since 9th of Feb. ||
2:40 PM

My life...
n a m e: Ong Kah Meng; jiaming
a g e: 20
e m a i l: gbrwolverine@hotmail.com
s c h o o l: NATIONAL SERVICE JUNIOR COLLEGE
b i r t h d a y: 23 feb. 1987
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